"Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia."
-E.L. Doctorow

Monday, June 28, 2010

Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-JECTED!

Sometimes a girl just feels rejected.

No matter how hard she tries to make herself feel better about herself, it's just no use. I'm a somewhat confident person. I'm not completely loaded with self esteem or anything, but compared to others I'd say I'm in a fairly decent place.

So I'm sitting here writing a blog. My boyfriend is out having dinner with his friends. My bestie decided to leave just before I asked him to come over and watch a movie. My father is outside drinking a beer. I've successfully texted everyone there is to text. And, believe me, when I start texting people it is a desperate situation. And the absolute best I can do is sit here and type out how I feel to a mystic cyberworld who never even listens anyway.

Reeeeeeeeeeeee-JECTED!

I'm not tired enough to sleep. There are no movies that I want to watch by myself. I don't have the energy to clean my room.

So I'm going to call my mommy. Because she cares about me. And listens to me. And is my bestest friend.

Before you go saying how pathetic I am, ask yourself this question:
Does your mommy listen to Alanis Morissette, have a big screen TV, and make you delicious coffee every morning that you're with her?
I didn't think so.



Update:
And just like that, Tyler Mcelroy pulls through! Maybe it wasn't a whole movie, but at least he came by and gave me a hug. In the process, I realized that the Big Bang Theory was on.
Great success!

I am still calling my mommy.

1 comment:

  1. I love you Pumpkin. i am so blessed to be your Mommy and your Bestie...

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