She is the definition of perfection.My jealousy towards other women may eventually fade....but Audrey Hepburn will forever be the source of all jealousy in my soul!
So I have this idea for a novel. I honestly cannot say if it will ever get written, but it is the closest I have ever come to having a completely workable idea. Something that may actually have potential to be part of a full synopsis. I'm kind of excited about it, but too nervous to start.
I've been working on a bunch of stuff for the apartment. Move in day is August 21st....OFFICIALLY! I'm very excited. A little sad, of course, because it means school is starting, and it will be the beginning of not being able to see Josh everyday. I think it'll be okay, though. I won't be completely on my own. Andrea will be there, which is hopefully a good thing. I think it is. Also, I'm going to try as hard as i can to do amazing in school this year. Not just okay like I've been doing, but AMAZING. Wish me luck.
I have mixed feelings about starting painting. I'm nervous that I'm going to be horrible at it. I cannot afford to be horrible at it....emotionally or financially. On the other hand I'm very, very, VERY excited about finally learning how to paint. I feel like once I know the techniques and the materials, then inspiration will just sort of come to me. Inspiration is what I need. Bad.
I also want to start working out when I go back to school. I'll have the air conditioned rec center. There will be absolutely no excuse. And I can't use the "I have too much homework" thing, because that was never true.
Somehow, I will fit in reading. I want to read. Books and books and books.
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