You stink Justin Matisse!

I am getting this backpack tomorrow. Andrea and I are going to the mall at approximately 11:30am, and I will walk into Hot Topic, and I will purchase this backpack. And I will wear the stripe right off of it.

My Christmas list is slowly growing more and more.

So far:

1) Straightener....to replace my broken straightener.

2) Ipod....to replace my broken Ipod.

3) Webcam....to replace my webcam that is attatched to my broken laptop.

4) Walking shoes....to replace the fact that I have no proper footwear for walking/exercizing.

Although I would like to get the shoes before Christmas. I'm serious about this working out thing. Just like I am serious about this getting a job thing.

SERIOUS.

SERIOUS.

SERIOUS.

PERIOD.

I'm starting to worry about how my relationship with Josh is going to suffer from this. The busy scheduling. He has a full time job, and he is going back to school. I am a full time student, and I desperately need a job. We are both going to have very full days. I mean, I know for a fact that we're both secure enough to be able to stay together. I guess I'm just nervous about how I'm going to handle it, not necessarily him. I'm thinking at least one of us will be able to manage getting away once a week. And if that's the case we should be fine. Right?

Sometimes I think I was better off single. I didn't have to think about these sorts of things. I would be 120% ecstatic about the apartment right now. Currently, I'm at about 100.0000001%. Not bad, but still. I wouldn't have anyone to be frustrated with all the time. I wouldn't ever be jealous or let the very worst part of me be exposed.

Then again, I would have a lot fewer reasons to smile. I wouldn't have someone to laugh with. Not the way we do. I wouldn't really have anything to look forward to every day. I wouldn't have my best friend.

I guess when you add it all up, it's worth it.

And I love him.

Love is worth it. Or so I've heard.

"This is true love. You think this happens every day?"

The Princess Bride. I love that movie.

Anyway, it's getting late.

It's going to be lonely without Truffles sleeping on my bed with me tonight.

She really is a sweetheart when she's sleeping.